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One-man experimental rock/metal from Russia.

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Track Name: From My Rome
From My Rome.

We are persecuted by Roman soldiers, but we are alive.
We were exposed, but we run there where are no lions and flames...

From my Rome to Italy.
I can do it ideally.
From Nero to the Pope.
From Babylon to...

Time has passed and now we are rules, now we are pursuing many fools.
You pray wrong, you are to blame, but we will cleanse you in flames...

From my Rome to Italy.
I can do it ideally.
From Nero to the Pope.
From Babylon to...


R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: To Say Goodbye
To Say Goodbye.

You want to die, I want it too.
The flame inside burns me, burns you.
Please open your eyes and look at me.
Let's learn to fly, learn to see...

To say goodbye...

Who will save us and break our chains?
Give a new life and free from pain? (J.s.s)

To say goodbye...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Elton John
Elton John.

Sing to me your song.
Do not leave alone.

I know you...
I know you and your feels.
I know you...
I know you, it seems...

Hey you! What you gonna do?
When I say to you that i am in love with you.
Get in my modern car and i will take you to my lonely heart.
Hey boy! Please be my toy.
Please give me that is very very bad.
Elton John, I am your Elton John.
I will do it and sing sweet songs.

I am weak and sweet.
But we can not breed.


Hey you! What you gonna do?
When I say to you that i am in love with you.
Get in my modern car and i will take you to my lonely heart.
Hey boy! Please be my toy.
Please give me that is very very bad.
Elton John, I am your Elton John.
I will do it and sing sweet songs.

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Shotgun
Shotgun.

I'm tired of life and I want something new.
But I tried a lot, so tell me what me to do?
I got to Groundhog Day where every day is like yesterday.
So how can I get out, my old shotgun, what do you say?

Throw me down, dont pull the trigger, throw out the ammo, you just belive me.
Fall on your knees, and open your heart, tell everything to your God...

Let me Your Love...
Let me Your Light...
Let me Your Life...
Let me Your Love...

Here's a new day has come! Again I feel the smells of life.
I feel joy from the sun, a little more and I can fly.
Can fly to distant stars, can fly above the clouds and higher.
I was saved by grace, I was accepted by His love...

Let me Your Love...
Let me Your Light...
Let me Your Life...
Let me Your Love...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Two Trees
Two Trees.

The devil said that we would be like knowing gods.
He led us to the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

No, look at me I'm dead, I'm naked flesh and I'm scared, did you hear what I said?
Eve is to blame!
Now, flaming swords of the cherubs, they keep Eden from us, they keep with in paradise!
Eve is to blame!

Swim in love, that i know, that i see, that i want.
Being a child of our God, our Father, our Love.
Listen to your heart, it will give you wings to fly.
Fly in your love, above the clouds, above the stars, above our love.

Your father is the devil, he is a liar and the father of lies.
And in him there is no truth, but I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life.
And take my hand, I have won the tree of life for you.
Come unto me, I am Love and I am the Tree of Life.

Hey, find explosives and guns, we will conquer our lands, which we lost after falling down.
In sickness and the damned death, sins and depressive hell, did you hear what I said, my God?!

Swim in love, that i know, that i see, that i want.
Being a child of our God, our Father, our Love.
Listen to your heart, it will give you wings to fly.
Fly in your love, above the clouds, above the stars, above our love.


R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Endless Running
Endless running.

Rainy day, running through the streets of broken dreams.
Poison kiss and always screaming trees.
Searching for the truth on my knees.
In response - silence...

Walking only one...
In the night as a hunt...
Looking for my lost front...
I want to go home...

The feeling of pain it seems when you feel insane.
It seems like a falling of your brain.
It's when your soul is simply drained.
I long for grace...

Walking only one...
In the night as a hunt...
Looking for my lost front...
I want to go home...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Groundhog Day
Groundhog Day.

I woke up in Groundhog Day.
And I go on my unloved job.
Where are the same actions and the same people.
How I dream to wake up in a new day...

I want to wake up in a fairy tale.
And do not suffer and do not fail.
Always lighting, always laughing, always living, always loving.
I want to be like, I want to be like, I want to be like myself.

I found a healing pill for us.
I know that my Redeemer lives.
Everything will end, except for love.
Let me share a pill with you...

I woke up in a world of dreams.
Because God forgave me all my sins.
Now I'm a new life, now I'm a new birth, now I'm a new bride, now I'm on a new earth.
I want to be like, I want to be like, I want to be like a new life.

I want to wake up in a fairy tale.
And do not suffer and do not fail.
Always lighting, always laughing, always living, always loving.
I want to be like, I want to be like, I want to be like myself.

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Tonight
Tonight.

Faces are ugly, I am alone.
I don't understand you, I'm going home.

Forever in a life you will be mine.
Forever in a life you will be mine.
Forever in a life you will be mine.
Forever in a life...

Tonight I will meet you.
Tonight, you are only one tonight.
Tonight I will kiss you.
Tonight you will die.

Save my soul.
I committed a sin.
I crucified my love.
But I believe in His love.

I will be forgiven, or I will kill myself.
I will be forgiven, or I will kill myself.
I will be forgiven, or I will kill myself.
I will be forgiven...

Tonight I will meet you.
Tonight, you are only one tonight.
Tonight I will kiss you.
Tonight you will die.

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: USA
USA.

I'm going to the USA, the land of money and where they are made.
The land of freedom, the land of dreams, where a lot of bucks is bliss.
Following the American dream you can fall and dont get up.
You can be like the prince of the world, or a working man from a trailer...

But I see, close your eyes and you'll see how behind the scenery is hidden rotten debris, painted in colors...

It's so beautiful and lovely from the outside, but inside is cold and empty, in the land where I've never been...

A new day is coming, offices and officers are set to work.
Make more money, catch Clyde and Bonnie, be number one in the world!
Uncle Sam is calling you, throwing out the granny Bible..
Education for the backward nations, the revolution of free!

But I see, close your eyes and you'll see how behind the scenery is hidden rotten debris, painted in colors...

It's so beautiful and lovely from the outside, but inside is cold and empty, in the land where I've never been...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Wonderland's Berry
Wonderland's Berry.

I walk around melissa, tutu lala.
I'm Wonderland's Alice, tutu lala.

Alain Delon let do it on.
Enjoy your life and sing.
Love everyone when you are alone.
And everyone will love you too...

I found a big psychedelic mushroom, oops lala...

I walk around melissa, tutu lala.
I'm Wonderland's Alice, tutu lala.

Alain Delon let do it on.
Enjoy your life and sing.
Love everyone when you are alone.
And everyone will love you too...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Acid Love
Acid Love.

Let me be superman and take you to the land of the sun.
Where there are many berries and honey bees, where the milk does not end, it seems...

My beloved, be loving love, be loving beloved.
My beloved, open your heart for unconditional love.
My beloved, be loving love, be loving beloved.
My beloved...

And we will be like kids, running in the rain.
And all our feelings, it seems, come back to childhood.
We dived into our dreams, like blue beloved dolphins.
We are forever beloved by Lover, it seems...

And again I'm looking for a way where the rivers of milk and honey flow.
A ticket can not be earned by deeds, because it's grace and it's a free gift.

My beloved, be loving love, be loving beloved.
My beloved, open your heart for unconditional love.
My beloved, be loving love, be loving beloved.
My beloved...

And we will be like kids, running in the rain.
And all our feelings, it seems, come back to childhood.
We dived into our dreams, like blue beloved dolphins.
We are forever beloved by Lover, it seems...

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Heaven And Hell
Heaven And Hell.

I want to be an angel, angel.
But you are in holy anger against me.
Because I don't accept the Savior, save me.
And make my heart more humble, angel.

Pour me a river of grace, Sir...

Check out this bit, i'm a killer! Heaven and hell.
I'm a hypocrite, and i'm a sinner! Heaven and hell.
My grandma was a witch, and i'm the son of the devil! Heaven and hell.
And i'm a complete bitch, but i want to be with the Savior! Heaven and hell.

Tell me my angel, can God...
Сan God change my heart?
Can He forgive and embrace me...
Embrace me forever as a beloved child?


Breathe Your life into me...

Check out this bit, i'm a killer! Heaven and hell.
I'm a hypocrite, and i'm a sinner! Heaven and hell.
My grandma was a witch, and i'm the son of the devil! Heaven and hell.
And i'm a complete bitch, but i want to be with the Savior! Heaven and hell.


R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).
Track Name: Seaman
Seaman.

I want to get you from outside, but without me.
You are nothing you like me, but i'm seaman.
Long long time i was in stress, you know it.
Because I fell down in depths, in sea depths.

Here is no sun, here is no light.
And here is only frozen night.
And everyone here wants to die.
But i'm one who wants to fly...

I want to play with sea!
I want to capture ships with girls!
I want to die in sea!
Yo quiero ser un pirata!
I have choked!
I see your eyes!
I want to find the treasures!
I want to find sea young mermaids!

I am waiting for You im waiting for death, please save me.
Destroy my sin and give me breath, raise up me.
I want to fly from the depths to Heaven.

Here is no sun, here is no light.
And here is only frozen night.
And everyone here wants to die.
But i'm one who wants to fly...

I want to play with sea!
I want to play with sea girlfriends!
I want to die in sea!
I want to die in sea again!
I have choked!
I see your eyes!
I want to find sea treasures!
Yo quiero ser un pirata!
Caramba!

R. Nikolaenko - Grace Strikes Back (2017).