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Guardian Angel
05:31
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I'm evil, sinful and proud man with a cruel heart
My guardian angel looks at me and he departs
He`s crying like a little boy for my misdeeds
I hurt him in his holy heart, and break his wings
My Guardian Angel forgive me for all
I'm killing and tormenting our crying soul
I'm evil, a sinful man in all this world
But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death
Alone, alone with us is our holy faith
"What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again" (Ec. 1:9)
I got dirty in the mud, I want to be free
And in my soul became dark, I want to be healed
My angel saw the light that shone forth in me
He stopped crying and came back to be with me
My Guardian Angel forgive me for all
I'm killing and tormenting our crying soul
I'm evil, a sinful man in all this world
Embrace me, support me, I don't want to fall
But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death
Alone, alone with us is our holy faith
"What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again" (Ec. 1:9)
"Utterly meaningless!
Everything is meaningless" (Ec. 1:2)
But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death
Alone, alone with us is our holy faith
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2. |
Goodbye My Girl
04:41
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All around me becomes dark
And darkness covers my heart
Children love turns to lust
I turn from Angel into Satan
Goodbye my girl, I want to run and run from the soul
I want young girls from school and this is my mon amour
I made a deal with the devil (Jn. 8:44)
I bought a sweet life and sold the heavens (1 Jn. 2:15-17)
I paid 30 pieces of silver (Mat. 26:14-15)
I hang myself, the devil is waiting (Mat. 27:5)
Goodbye my girl, I want to run and run from the soul
I want young girls from school and this is my mon amour
"Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger
or discipline me in your wrath.
Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint;
heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony.
My soul is in deep anguish.
How long, Lord, how long?
Turn, Lord, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailing love" (Ps. 6:1-4)
Goodbye young girls, come back to school and do not fall
Hello my girl, forgive me and save my sinful soul
Goodbye the devil, I revoke our deal and i buy my soul
I want my Lord, I want to go to your holy world
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3. |
I Want To My Mother
07:27
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I want to die my Angel now, this is not for me
And people here are like devil's sons, world of sin
I want to my mother, mother
I want to my...
Womb
I want to go back to the mother womb, I want to hide
"Your father, the devil"..."He is a liar and the father of lies" (Jn. 8:44)
I want to my mother, mother
I want to my...
Womb
I want to my mother, mother
I want to my...
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4. |
Planet Of The Apes
05:10
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Do I've something to say?
You`re dirty gay
The world is mired in sin
Planet of the apes
But I have a shotgun, look how it shines
Wash up by my shot, rain of salt
Freddie met his Elton
Elton met his George
George is meeting shotgun
Shotgun met his George
The planet of the apes
Let's play in my game
Salt rain for gay
It's Judgment Day
Die
Angels of death will close gays` breath
Shining angels wings will burn all the queers
Swim in the salt lake, dirty ape
Welcome faggot-star in Sodom and Gomorrah
Freddie met his Elton
Elton met his George
All of them met my shotgun
Shotgun met them all
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5. |
Chinese Girl
03:32
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Come along, come in, come on girl
Сome on, come in, come in, come on
Tell me why Asians are soulless creatures
Soulless, heartless, godless bitches
Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul
Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world
Jackie Chan with me he will kick your ass
Hey stupid communists hide in your flats
You have not heard of the Holy Gospel
But Russian rockets will be your Apostle
Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul
Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world
Jackie Chan
Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul
Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world
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6. |
Love Me Sinner
06:43
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Take me home
I do not want to be in the tomb
Angels light of the sun and call me The Son
You are in my power, forever
I am your personal devil, the tempter
Love me sinner, this hole is your new home
Love me sinner, your home forever is Sheol
Love me sinner, enjoy eternal hellfire
Love me sinner, we are waiting for the lake of fire
"But the sons
of the kingdom
shall be cast
out into
the outer darkness;
there, there shall
be weeping and the
gnashing of teeth" (Mt. 8:12)
I do not want to be
Where there is gnashing of teeth
"Woe to you
who laugh now,
for you shall
mourn and weep" (Lk. 6:25)
"God opposes
the proud but gives
grace to the humble" (Jas. 4:6)
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7. |
Kissing Like Kids
03:03
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I do not want to grow up
I always want to be a child, swinging on a swing
I always want to run and run
On the emerald meadows, along the azure rivers
Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams
You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids
Do you to want fall now, fall now into my kiss
You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids
I do not want to adulthood, I want to embrace the sugar clouds and watch the shining moon
Take me back to my childhood, I was happy and joyful, everything was cool
Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams
You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids
You want to fall now, fall now into my kiss
You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids
“Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these” (Mat. 19:14)
Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams
You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids
You want to fall now, fall now into my kiss
You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids
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Lazarus
06:13
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The Sun is shining, but I was still asleep and dream
And when I die, will you always mine?
Let me your light, let me your light of your heart
Let me your love, let me your love of your light
I'll take your soul, take me away
I'll torment you with pleasure, so late to pray
Just you and me, no one will save
I like the way you scream
I don't know what`s to go to hell, and I always thought that it doesn't exist
I don't hear mother singing, I hear only weeping and gnashing of teeth
"Father, that you would send
him to my father’s house;
for I have five brothers,
that - he may testify
to them, so they won’t also" (Lk. 16:27-28)
There are many humans crying, they burn in hell
They all repent, but the devil is laughing at them
Let me your love, let me your love of your heart
Let me your light, let me your light of your love
You are my slaves, I want to go home
You were my slaves before death, I curse my womb
Just you and me, surrounding gloom
What have you taken to your grave?
I don't know what`s to go to hell, and I always thought that it doesn't exist
I don't hear mother singing, I hear only weeping and gnashing of teeth
"Father, that you would send
him to my father’s house;
for I have five brothers,
that - he may testify
to them, so they won’t also
come into this place of torment" (Lk. 16:27-28)
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9. |
There Is No Darkness
06:10
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I hear my soul
I hear her tears
I drowned out her pain
It's my hell, my hell
I want to be a thief
I want to curse you
I want to hate you
hate you, hate you
Look down and to down and to do...
Look down, I want to lie with you
Pray stronger and stronger for us
Give me your hand and trust
We look at the stars, they are far away from us, we can not reach them by hand,
but your hand is in my hand
We can not fly into the Milky Way or Black Eye, but we can fly to our hearts,
cause my heart is in your heart
"God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them" (1 Jn. 4:16) Amen
"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" (Mat. 6:21)
"God is light; in him there is no darkness at all" (1 Jn. 1:5)
"I have seen all the things
that are done under the sun;
all of them are meaningless,
a chasing after the wind" (Ec. 1:14)
I hear, and your soul
I torment my flesh.
I do not want to go
to hell, to hell
I want to be a saint
I want to bless you
I want to love you
Love you, love you
Look down and to down and to do...
Look down, I want to lie with you
Pray stronger and stronger for us
Give me your hand and trust
We look at the stars, they are far away from us, we can not reach them by hand,
but your hand is in my hand
We can not fly into the Milky Way or Black Eye, but we can fly to our hearts,
cause my heart is in your heart
"God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them" (1 Jn. 4:16) Amen
"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" (Mat. 6:21)
"God is light; in him there is no darkness at all" (1 Jn. 1:5)
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10. |
Blind Alley
04:47
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Tell me what is your life in this cold and lonely world, cold and
senseless hole in your soul
Tell me about your groundhog day, about your hopeless way, about your failed role in this world
I know your life, your dreams, your thoughts, you will lose this fight
I know your eyes, your lips, your tongue, "the mist that appears for a while" (Jas. 4:14)
Start a new life, destroy your past life to your repentance
You will see how living prayer raises your numb senses
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Mat. 11:28)
Сause I love you
"Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil" (Jn. 3:19)
You will die to this cold world, cold and lonely world, cold and
senseless world, that killed your soul
You will die to groundhog day, to your hopeless way, to your failed role in this world
I know your life, your dreams, your thoughts, you will lose this fight
I know your eyes, your lips, your tongue, the mist that appears for a while
Start a new life, destroy your past life to your repentance
You will see how living prayer raises your numb senses
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Mat. 11:28)
Сause I love you
"Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil
Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed" (Jn. 3:19-20)
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11. |
Death To The World
03:23
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Instrumental
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R. Nikolaenko Moscow, Russia
One-man experimental rock/metal from Russia.
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