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Sinner Versus Satan

by R. Nikolaenko

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I'm evil, sinful and proud man with a cruel heart My guardian angel looks at me and he departs He`s crying like a little boy for my misdeeds I hurt him in his holy heart, and break his wings My Guardian Angel forgive me for all I'm killing and tormenting our crying soul I'm evil, a sinful man in all this world But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death Alone, alone with us is our holy faith "What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again" (Ec. 1:9) I got dirty in the mud, I want to be free And in my soul became dark, I want to be healed My angel saw the light that shone forth in me He stopped crying and came back to be with me My Guardian Angel forgive me for all I'm killing and tormenting our crying soul I'm evil, a sinful man in all this world Embrace me, support me, I don't want to fall But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death Alone, alone with us is our holy faith "What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again" (Ec. 1:9) "Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless" (Ec. 1:2) But one day I'll take my cross and go to a shameful death Alone, alone with us is our holy faith Morse Code: – ···· · –···– ––· ·–· · ·– – –···– –·· ·–· ·– ––· ––– –· –···– ·–– ·– ··· –···– ···· ··– ·–· ·–·· · –·· –···– –·· ––– ·–– –· –···– ·–· · ···– –···– ·–––– ··––– –···– ––––·
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All around me becomes dark And darkness covers my heart Children love turns to lust I turn from Angel into Satan Goodbye my girl, I want to run and run from the soul I want young girls from school and this is my mon amour I made a deal with the devil (Jn. 8:44) I bought a sweet life and sold the heavens (1 Jn. 2:15-17) I paid 30 pieces of silver (Mat. 26:14-15) I hang myself, the devil is waiting (Mat. 27:5) Goodbye my girl, I want to run and run from the soul I want young girls from school and this is my mon amour "Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath. Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint; heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, how long? Turn, Lord, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love" (Ps. 6:1-4) Goodbye young girls, come back to school and do not fall Hello my girl, forgive me and save my sinful soul Goodbye the devil, I revoke our deal and i buy my soul I want my Lord, I want to go to your holy world Morse Code: ·–·· ––– ···– · –···– –·–· ––– ···– · ·–· ··· –···– ––– ···– · ·–· –···– ·– ·–·· ·–·· –···– ·–– ·–· ––– –· ––· ··· –···– ·––· ·–· –···– ·–––– ––––– –···– ·–––– ··–––
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I want to die my Angel now, this is not for me And people here are like devil's sons, world of sin I want to my mother, mother I want to my... Womb I want to go back to the mother womb, I want to hide "Your father, the devil"..."He is a liar and the father of lies" (Jn. 8:44) I want to my mother, mother I want to my... Womb I want to my mother, mother I want to my... Morse Code: ––· ·–· · · – ·· –· ––· ··· –···– –·–– ––– ··– –···– ·–– ···· ––– –···– ·– ·–· · –···– ···· ·· ––· ···· ·–·· –·–– –···– ··–· ·– ···– ––– ·–· · –·· –···– – ···· · –···– ·–·· ––– ·–· –·· –···– ·· ··· –···– ·–– ·· – ···· –···– –·–– ––– ··– –···– ·–·· –·– –···– ·–––– –···– ··––– –––··
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Do I've something to say? You`re dirty gay The world is mired in sin Planet of the apes But I have a shotgun, look how it shines Wash up by my shot, rain of salt Freddie met his Elton Elton met his George George is meeting shotgun Shotgun met his George The planet of the apes Let's play in my game Salt rain for gay It's Judgment Day Die Angels of death will close gays` breath Shining angels wings will burn all the queers Swim in the salt lake, dirty ape Welcome faggot-star in Sodom and Gomorrah Freddie met his Elton Elton met his George All of them met my shotgun Shotgun met them all Morse Code: ––· ––– –·· –···– ·· ··· –···– ·– –···– –·–· ––– –· ··· ··– –– ·· –· ––· –···– ··–· ·· ·–· · –···– –·· · –···– ····– –···– ··––– ····–
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Chinese Girl 03:32
Come along, come in, come on girl Сome on, come in, come in, come on Tell me why Asians are soulless creatures Soulless, heartless, godless bitches Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world Jackie Chan with me he will kick your ass Hey stupid communists hide in your flats You have not heard of the Holy Gospel But Russian rockets will be your Apostle Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world Jackie Chan Chinese girl, tell me why u've not soul Chinese girl, you are living in a godless world Morse Code: ···· ·· ··· –···– –··· ·– –· –· · ·–· –···– ––– ···– · ·–· –···– –– · –···– –··· · –···– ·–·· ––– ···– · –···– ··· ––– –· –···– ··––– –···– ····–
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Take me home I do not want to be in the tomb Angels light of the sun and call me The Son You are in my power, forever I am your personal devil, the tempter Love me sinner, this hole is your new home Love me sinner, your home forever is Sheol Love me sinner, enjoy eternal hellfire Love me sinner, we are waiting for the lake of fire "But the sons of the kingdom shall be cast out into the outer darkness; there, there shall be weeping and the gnashing of teeth" (Mt. 8:12) I do not want to be Where there is gnashing of teeth "Woe to you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep" (Lk. 6:25) "God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble" (Jas. 4:6) Morse Code: – ···· · –···– –·– ·· –· ––· –·· ––– –– –···– ––– ··–· –···– ––· ––– –·· –···– ·· ··· –···– ·· –· –···– –·–– ––– ··– ·–· –···– –– ·· –·· ··· – –···– ·–·· –·– –···– ·–––– ––··· –···– ··––– ·––––
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I do not want to grow up I always want to be a child, swinging on a swing I always want to run and run On the emerald meadows, along the azure rivers Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids Do you to want fall now, fall now into my kiss You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids I do not want to adulthood, I want to embrace the sugar clouds and watch the shining moon Take me back to my childhood, I was happy and joyful, everything was cool Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids You want to fall now, fall now into my kiss You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these” (Mat. 19:14) Do you want to fall now, fall now into my dreams You want to fall now, fall now We will like kids You want to fall now, fall now into my kiss You want to fall now, fall now kissing like kids Morse Code: ––– ···– · –···– –– ··– ··· – –···– –··· · –···– ··· ·· –· –·–· · ·–· · –···– ––– –– –···– ·–––– ··––– –···– ––––·
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Lazarus 06:13
The Sun is shining, but I was still asleep and dream And when I die, will you always mine? Let me your light, let me your light of your heart Let me your love, let me your love of your light I'll take your soul, take me away I'll torment you with pleasure, so late to pray Just you and me, no one will save I like the way you scream I don't know what`s to go to hell, and I always thought that it doesn't exist I don't hear mother singing, I hear only weeping and gnashing of teeth "Father, that you would send him to my father’s house; for I have five brothers, that - he may testify to them, so they won’t also" (Lk. 16:27-28) There are many humans crying, they burn in hell They all repent, but the devil is laughing at them Let me your love, let me your love of your heart Let me your light, let me your light of your love You are my slaves, I want to go home You were my slaves before death, I curse my womb Just you and me, surrounding gloom What have you taken to your grave? I don't know what`s to go to hell, and I always thought that it doesn't exist I don't hear mother singing, I hear only weeping and gnashing of teeth "Father, that you would send him to my father’s house; for I have five brothers, that - he may testify to them, so they won’t also come into this place of torment" (Lk. 16:27-28) Morse Code: ·· –···– ·– –– –···– – ···· · –···– ·–– ·– –·–– –···– ·– –· –·· –···– – ···· · –···– – ·–· ··– – ···· –···– ·– –· –·· –···– – ···· · –···– ·–·· ·· ··–· · –···– ·––– –· –···– ·–––– ····– –···– –····
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I hear my soul I hear her tears I drowned out her pain It's my hell, my hell I want to be a thief I want to curse you I want to hate you hate you, hate you Look down and to down and to do... Look down, I want to lie with you Pray stronger and stronger for us Give me your hand and trust We look at the stars, they are far away from us, we can not reach them by hand, but your hand is in my hand We can not fly into the Milky Way or Black Eye, but we can fly to our hearts, cause my heart is in your heart "God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them" (1 Jn. 4:16) Amen "For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" (Mat. 6:21) "God is light; in him there is no darkness at all" (1 Jn. 1:5) "I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind" (Ec. 1:14) I hear, and your soul I torment my flesh. I do not want to go to hell, to hell I want to be a saint I want to bless you I want to love you Love you, love you Look down and to down and to do... Look down, I want to lie with you Pray stronger and stronger for us Give me your hand and trust We look at the stars, they are far away from us, we can not reach them by hand, but your hand is in my hand We can not fly into the Milky Way or Black Eye, but we can fly to our hearts, cause my heart is in your heart "God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them" (1 Jn. 4:16) Amen "For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" (Mat. 6:21) "God is light; in him there is no darkness at all" (1 Jn. 1:5) Morse Code: ··–· ·–· ··– ·· – –···– ––– ··–· –···– – ···· · –···– ··· ·––· ·· ·–· ·· – –···– ·· ··· –···– ·–·· ––– ···– · –···– ––· ·– ·–·· –···– ····· –···– ··––– ··–––
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Blind Alley 04:47
Tell me what is your life in this cold and lonely world, cold and senseless hole in your soul Tell me about your groundhog day, about your hopeless way, about your failed role in this world I know your life, your dreams, your thoughts, you will lose this fight I know your eyes, your lips, your tongue, "the mist that appears for a while" (Jas. 4:14) Start a new life, destroy your past life to your repentance You will see how living prayer raises your numb senses "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Mat. 11:28) Сause I love you "Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil" (Jn. 3:19) You will die to this cold world, cold and lonely world, cold and senseless world, that killed your soul You will die to groundhog day, to your hopeless way, to your failed role in this world I know your life, your dreams, your thoughts, you will lose this fight I know your eyes, your lips, your tongue, the mist that appears for a while Start a new life, destroy your past life to your repentance You will see how living prayer raises your numb senses "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Mat. 11:28) Сause I love you "Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed" (Jn. 3:19-20) Morse Code: –·· ––– –···– · ···– · ·–· –·–– – ···· ·· –· ––· –···– ·· –· –···– ·–·· ––– ···– · –···– ·–––– –·–· ––– ·–· –···– ·–––– –···· –···– ·–––– ····–
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released July 20, 2015

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