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Nightmarish

by R. Nikolaenko

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1.
Brother 08:05
Brother Tell me where to go, maybe for those stars They shine so bright, they don't leave me scars No one can hear my cry, I'm the only one Angel, please close my eyes, sorry I'm lost I'm lost in myself lost in lost dreams No one understands me, I'm alone, alone, lonely prince Cold lonely moon, shows the way to my fallen heart that was lost I am falling down, no no no no no no no, I'm a hopeless slave, without a choice All the beauty is dead, she is old and ugly, all that you feel is dead You're in prison, to escape - save everyone Shade And where are you? I'm so cold I don't know what to do Empty cities. empty people You don't exist, and I am too I'm lost in myself lost in lost dreams No one understands me, I'm alone, alone, lonely prince No one knows me, no one cares about me I'm a lonely lost soul, sleep sleep sleep my girl Shade A young girl as an example of a flower, an old woman as an example of fading Pretty young girls blossom like wildflowers, but then fade away Sweet lips turn into bitter tar and virginal character dies Bright hair and eyes become dim and turn into ashes Holy angel take me away from this prison forever I'm lost in myself lost in lost dreams No one understands me, I'm alone, alone, lonely prince No one knows me, no one cares about me I'm a lonely lost soul, sleep sleep sleep my girl Nightmarish (2013)
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Give Me Wings Angel please come to me Calm my soul, give me wings You're alone, and me too I don't exist, how are you? And they live then to die Tell me please Why do I live? You're alone, and me too I don't exist, how are you? Raining and endless sorrow in my soul again Cartoons of real life and of my love Existence of my life and of my sense Closed doors and all keys are lost and all the angels are crucified and dead Tell me why I'm here, tell me why no one cares, no one wants to be free and ascend Why I live. why I am alone Angel please take me home Lonely breath in the forest night Please don't look when I die Nightmarish (2013)
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Alice In Prisonland You'll be in hole Steal your soul and so cold I'm the boss We are slaves of selfish fear The earth is as jail We are slaves, timeless prisoners The earth is as jail We are slaves, timeless prisoners You'll be in hole Steal your soul and so cold I'm the boss We are slaves of selfish fear Angels are dead and raped, this world is cursed All matter - it is a prison for the soul The earth is as jail - We are slaves, timeless prisoners You'll be in hole - steal your soul and so cold Nightmarish (2013)
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Fabulous Night You've fallen down a grieving and Ill town where all dreams are dead Your time fades away, you're going the wrong way, your life is so senseless Let me to long, exciting and strong, exciting long sweet nights Call me like the sun that shines everyone, that gives life for young Fallen and wrong, unfaithfulness soul, - hell is your eternal home Take the bombs and the Koran, protect your divine, protect the word of Allah And do you love me? Tell me you love me... tell when the stars fall from the fabulous night And close the door, we are alone now, this Arabian night just you and me tonight And your thick hair, sit on a chair, I comb your long black young thick hair And close the door, we are alone now, this Arabian night just you and me tonight You don't understand this world, but you call yourself a man But not a hair of your head will not fall without the will of Allah Join your soul when you're alone in a delightful eternity Lift up your brother who fell and feed an orphan And then Seventy-two virgins will love you forever Brother, wake up, it does not stop soon it will destroy your heart Look at the shining night, quicksands of time, the one who trusts will never die Call me like the sun that shines everyone, that gives life for young Never be afraid and never blockade your inner pure voice Nightmarish (2013)
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Heart Of Sorrow Sometimes i think that I am not exist and I'm lonely shadow I walk through the woods and looking for the meaning of my life And others can't understand me cause I grieving white crow They offend and beat me for what I have not killed light of my soul Soon you will all die, you will Come on let's stop our time of heart In hell you will, in sex you will In dreams, in touch, in this collage Nobody cares about what happens in this fucking world And everyone is digging the grave since the beginning of birth Tell me what I'm doing here, and tell me why I'm still here, tell me why do I live? Tell me why my angels do not come for me to take me to my motherland Soul - the source of life and the night is the key to it, the key to the soul Take away the emotions and feelings that only makes sense feelings of the soul You grow your angelic wings, but you do not believe in it Angels please come to me Take me on the angelic wings In heaven where I'll be The most loved archangel To fly, to sing, to throw off this skin I have to listen to my heart, my soul, and do not Fall is a lesson for my soul To die in the night - i have to see my life without illusions and forget the past and the Future, to live only in the moment now Hello (Alone) I have no place to run, around all the material prison The best slave is the one who thinks that he is free, is free Tell me what I'm doing here, and tell me why I'm still here, tell me why do I live? Tell me why my angels do not come for me to take me to my motherland They beat and abuse me They pulled out my wings On the holy cross They crucified me Angels please come to me Take me on the angelic wings In heaven where I'll be The most loved archangel Hello (Alone) Nightmarish (2013)
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Lonely Moon 03:12
Lonely Moon And where are you going? I go to the lands of Sleeping girls, with shining eyes and long hairs Like morning sun, like morning sun that you now See with me, your eyes look like the sea Do not let me go, (do not let me go) do not let me go in your cold... Looks like a heart, (looks like a heart) with an arrow in the middle Do not be cool, looks like a wall Never trust and never Call Let me put in you - cold lonely night Dream about suicide Far, lonely moon Dreams about lagoon Commit suicide - cold lonely night You change your life No one can hear When you're in fear Hey lonely girl sit on my cool bike yeah I'll ride you all of the cold lonely night under the moon, under the sun, under drug, under gun They never call, they never fall, they never told about you Let me put in you - cold lonely night Dream about suicide Far, lonely moon Dreams about lagoon Commit suicide - cold lonely night You change your life No one can hear When you're in fear Nightmarish (2013)
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Girl Of Innocence Hey look at her, she's just a young girl She is like an ideal flower in this thorny world Look at her eyes - and her sweet lips There is nothing more beautiful than her young kiss Look at her virgin eyes, they look like a sugar clouds in the skies Open your eyes and see. she is beautiful like sea Her body is like nectar, so a young and shining like a star You're the queen of my defense... you're a girl of innocence In her eyes, and so the burning cold Her body like a young angel smells like baby doll No one will see, no one will be free Until you're next to me on the shore of this blue sea I feel your body now, feel every little thing that you will show I look into your lovely face... everything is erased Her body is like nectar, so a young and shining like a star You're the queen of my defense... you're a girl of innocence I feel your body now, feel every little thing that you will show. I look into your lovely face... everything is erased Her body is like nectar, so a young and shining like a star Tell me why you're alone? baby please come along... Look at her virgin eyes, they look like a sugar clouds in the skies Open your eyes and see. she is beautiful like sea. Her body is like nectar, so a young and shining like a star You're the queen of my defense... you're a girl of innocence Nightmarish (2013)
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Gothic Prince To sun, never you go, never you fall, never you told My soul Call me the night, give me a sight, you live to die You are the weakest slave, walking grave, no one will save You can write a freedom plan, find your own sence, and start it again So fuck you ... To find to find - lose it. To lose to lose - Find it. To die, to die - be born. To live, to live - die. Let me shine, let me show you Lost their souls, lost their minds, too Let me fall, let me find her Otherwise what I live for? Tell me - why do you breathe, why do you love, why do you live Tell me - why do you live, why do you shine, if you will die You are the weakest slave, walking grave, no one will save My soul Call me the night, give me a sight, you live to die Nightmarish (2013)
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Dreams About Lagoon In the lonely night, so very soon you'll be walk under the moon I can not be here my schoolgirl, in this distorted and fake world And let me see the lonely moon, and take me to your Blue Lagoon I want to touch up the fading light, until he is perfect as the night And even if I have to die, I will always fight Nobody wants to listen. Nobody wants to die I every day i'm fighting, every day and night Take me to... Hey you young girls, look at my car, I'll take you girls to my moon star We'll ride the streets in the lonely nights, we did not fall asleep until we die And you will cry and cry all night, but you stop when you die I want to touch up the fading light, until he is perfect as the night and even if I have to die, I will always fight Nobody wants to listen. Nobody wants to die And every day i'm fighting, every day and night Holy Spirit come back. Holy Spirit come back Holy Spirit give me angelic wings Holy Spirit take me Holy Spirit take me to the wonderful Heaven, where the virgins and angels Take me to... Nightmarish (2013)
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released October 13, 2013

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One-man experimental rock/metal from Russia.

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